well, i've received no updates. so i'm just going to assume that no news is good news and that we are still in pgn. why does this part of the wait seem so much more excruciating than any of our other waits? partly it's because i know she is getting older by the second and we are missing that many more milestones. stella will be 8 months old on dec 1. at this point i think we will be lucky to have her by her 1st birthday. that makes me sad. i think if we don't have her by then i might LOSE IT. not to mention we will have more paperwork problems before that point with things expiring. so those pgn reviewers need to HURRY UP. seriously.
we received a video of miss stella night before last. she is getting so big. on one hand i love getting to see her in action. on the other hand it makes the waiting that much more difficult.
today i'm just sad. today there is no light at the end of the tunnel. i just want my daughter.
2 comments:
Sorry you are feeling down. It is so bittersweet to get the updates and be reminded that our babies are growing up without us. I hope you receive a PGN out for Christmas!
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ditto...ditto...ditto...hang in there...
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